Chapter 7: With courage and honour
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Dracona noticed the pattern before anyone else even bothered to look. Noticing patterns was what she'd been trained to do.
She just didn’t really understand why she paid such close attention to Potter and his strays.
During her library visits, she’d come to the conclusion that Potter, Weasley and Granger had taken to commandeering the same table near the Restricted Section every evening after dinner, heads bent together, voices low. That alone wasn't exactly unusual. Granger practically lived in the library, while Weasley went wherever Potter went, pulled along like a cart behind a horse.
What was unusual was the books.
Dracona kept a running inventory of what Granger checked out each week. “Purely academic and for the sake of competitiveness” was her excuse. She needed to stay ahead of the Muggle-born in marks, therefore knowing what supplementary reading she was consuming was helping.
That excuse had held up for the first two months. By March, it was tissue-thin and she knew it.
Granger had stopped checking out Charms theory. She'd moved on to alchemical history, transmutation texts, books on medieval wizarding figures. One afternoon, Dracona watched her pull Nicolas Flamel and the Art of Chrysopoeia from the shelf, tuck it under her arm and walk to the table where Potter was waiting, as well as a piece of parchment with what looked like a hand-drawn map.
Nicolas Flamel.
She knew the name, of course. Her father's library held books that mentioned him. She'd read two of them during the summer she turned eight.
The Philosopher's Stone. Immortality. The only known alchemist to successfully produce the Elixir of Life. His partnership with Dumbledore was covered in every serious history of modern wizardry.
Why would Granger be reading about Flamel?
Maybe they were just…looking far too ahead, planning on being the greatest wizards and witches of all time.
With that lousy excuse, she decided to give it a rest. After all, this hadn’t helped, and she was leading in the marks anyways.
Over the next weeks however, the pieces accumulated.
Potter kept disappearing after curfew. She heard rumors, and twice during her nighttime excursions, she saw the Fat Lady's portrait swing open and shut with no one visible in the corridor. The first time, she assumed it was a ghost. The second time, she remembered the Invisibility Cloak.
Idiot. He's not even being careful. She quietly scoffed. After all, only a Gryffindor would be as careless to wander around so brazenly without any planning or scouting, unlike her.
She watched them whispering in the corridors between classes. Potter's hand gestures grew more agitated as the weeks passed. Weasley's face held a permanent flush of excitement that he couldn't seem to hide even if his life depended on it. Granger was the only one who maintained any semblance of discretion, but even she had started biting her lip in class, losing focus, her hand sometimes forgetting to shoot up when a question was asked.
Something was happening. Something big, or stupid. Or both. Dracona told herself she didn't care.
Then came the dragon.
Dracona found out when she passed a window that overlooked Hagrid's hut. She noticed smoke that was decidedly not chimney smoke pouring from the windows at odd intervals.
She put it together in under a day.
The trips to Hagrid's hut. The burns on Weasley's hand, those he tried poorly to hide by keeping it in his pocket. The frantic whispered conferences. Potter and his little band of heroes were helping Hagrid with an illegal dragon. An actual, living, fire-breathing Norwegian Ridgeback, smuggled into the castle in an egg won from a stranger in a pub if the hushed and poorly kept secrets were to be believed. Only Hagrid would do something that catastrophically stupid.
Fury and annoyance stewed in her chest that night as she lay in the dark, her mind racing.
Of course they are. Because why follow rules when you can simply ignore them and get rewarded for it?
The bitterness was all too familiar, and it helped her make her choice.
Filch was easy to find. The caretaker prowled the corridors at night with Mrs Norris trotting ahead like a furry surveillance system. All Dracona had to do was intercept him near the trophy room on the second floor.
"Mr Filch."
He turned, lamp swinging. Mrs Norris' eyes caught the light.
"Out of bed, Miss Malfoy?" His voice was eager, hopeful. A student to punish.
"Reporting a concern, actually." She kept her voice even and polite. "I have reason to believe several students are planning to leave their dormitories tonight. The Astronomy Tower."
Filch's eyes gleamed with glee and joy.
She walked back to the dungeons, sat on her bed and waited for the usual smugness and satisfaction to come. I got Potter and his little group of strays in trouble! Oh, how generously shall I be rewarded for this, she thought gleefully.
Hours passed, but it refused to come. Instead, her stomach twisted worse and worse every time she thought about it. Guilt and regret consumed her thoughts. Father told me to befriend him, yet here I am sending Filch on their sorry arses. Would he be disappointed to hear..?
No, he doesn't like Potter. He’ll be delighted to hear this news, indeed he will.
I have not made a catastrophic mistake.
She pulled out her Charms textbook and tried to study. Twenty minutes later, she closed the book, huffing at the futile attempt to distract herself.
They're going to get caught, lose points and maybe get expelled. It will serve them right for thinking the rules don't apply to them.
So why, exactly, did she feel bad about this?
She picked at the edge of her pillowcase.
Potter will lose his stupid grin, his stupid Quidditch spot, and he'll have to go back to his cupboard under the stairs.
Her hand stopped.
She stared at the wall.
Oh no.
Before she could talk herself out of it, she was pulling on her dressing gown and shoving her feet into her slippers. Luckily for her, the common room was empty as she deftly darted through it. The lake pressed dark against the windows, faint green light rippling across the ceiling. She slipped through the entrance and into the dungeon corridor, moving fast, her heart slamming against her ribs.
I'm not going to HELP them. I'm only going to... confirm things. To make sure Filch actually catches them so there's no ambiguity.
The lies got thinner the faster she walked.
She made it to the Entrance Hall before McGonagall found her.
The professor appeared around a corner with Filch in tow. Behind them, looking variously furious, tearful and resigned, were Potter, Weasley and Longbottom. Granger was nowhere to be seen. She must have already been caught, Dracona figured.
McGonagall's eyes landed on Dracona. Her mouth, already pressed in a frown, became a thin white line.
"Miss Malfoy. What, exactly, are you doing out of bed?"
Dracona opened her mouth. Her heart pounded in her chest. The excuse she'd prepared died on her tongue.
McGonagall waited.
"I..." Dracona's fingers curled into her dressing gown pockets. "I was..."
"Fifty points from Slytherin."
She felt like the whomping willow had rained hell on her. Unconsciously, she took a step backwards, before righting herself again.
Salazar. I am screwed.
"And detention. All four of you. My office, tomorrow evening, where you'll receive your instructions."
Potter was looking at her. She could feel his gaze from ten feet away, a steady pressure on the side of her face. She chose to pretend he didn’t exist.
"Return to your dormitories. Now."
Dracona turned and walked away again, in her confident, measured strides, chin up and proud.
Her fingernails had left indents so deep they drew blood.
The aftermath was immediate and quite brutal. Slytherin turned on her overnight.
Fifty points. Fifty. The hourglass in the Entrance Hall told the story every time anyone walked past. The lead they'd held over Gryffindor, over Ravenclaw? Gone in one stroke. They were now in third.
All because Dracona Malfoy had been caught out of bed.
"Nice going, Malfoy." A fourth-year spat at her in the common room the next morning. "What were you even doing up there?"
She didn't answer. Truthfully, she didn’t.
Pansy tried to defend her. "She was probably trying to get Potter in trouble. It's not her fault McGonagall caught her too."
"Well, she failed, didn't she?" Nott said from the armchair, his voice flat. "And now we're behind them by forty one points."
Dracona sat in her usual spot by the window and opened her Transfiguration textbook. It was useless. The words blurred.
Father is going to find out.
The thought pressed down on her like a stone slab.
As expected, the letter arrived two days later. She didn't cry. She was getting better at that.
The detention notice came that afternoon. Handwritten, McGonagall's sharp script on cream parchment.
Miss Malfoy. Your detention will take place tonight at eleven o'clock. Meet Mr Filch in the Entrance Hall. You will be serving your detention with Mr Potter, Mr Weasley, Miss Granger and Mr Longbottom.
Of course, she thought, the trouble trio and Longbottom to boot. Just exactly what I needed on this dreaded day.
That night, the five of them gathered outside the Forbidden Forest and followed after Hagrid. She tried to distract herself from the fear she felt creeping up her neck by insulting the brute under her breath.
There was light, even if it was just a few slivers. The moon was three-quarters full, and it filtered through the canopy in patches, silver shimmers scattered across the leaf litter. The darkness between those patches, however, was thick, deep, pressing against the eyes as if miniature voids opened up in between the trees. Speaking of the trees, they were enormous and ancient looking, their trunks wider than the span of Dracona's arms. Their branches wove together overhead in a lattice, blocking out the moonlight, creaking and groaning with every gust of wind.
The ground was soft. Her shoes sank into it with each step, mud and rotting leaves that left a squelching sound every step she took.
She hated every second of it.
"Ri’ then!" Hagrid said cheerily, his enormous silhouette blocking out the moonlight ahead of them. He had his crossbow in one hand and a lantern in the other. Fang, his boarhound, pressed against his legs and whimpered. "We're lookin' for a unicorn. Injured one, been bleedin'. Found teh blood two nights ago."
"Blood?" Dracona said, nervousness creeping into her voice. "Something's attacking unicorns?"
"Aye." Hagrid's voice was low and grim. "Somethin' in this forest is killin' 'em. We need t’ find the poor creature, and fast. Now then!" He lifted the lantern and looked at the five of them. "We'll split into two groups. Ron, yer with Hermione an’ me. Harry, yeh’ll go with Fang and..." His eyes moved across the group and landed on Dracona. She could have sworn she saw a flicker of amusement. "...Miss Malfoy. Oh, and I nearly forgot! Neville, yeh’ll be with Harry an’ Fang too."
"What?" Dracona nearly yelled out loud. “Something’s out there attacking unicorns, and you expect three-” she gestured wildly around her, “-children and a dog to beat it back? Salazar, are you out of your mind, you massive lump-”
“Yer mouth is as blimmin’ bad as your pops.” Hagrid rumbled, stunning her into silence as heat rose in her cheeks. Before she could retort, Hagrid continued on. “Right! Yeh lot heard me. Harry, take teh left path. Follow teh blood. If yeh find anything, send up red sparks. If yer in trouble, send up green."
"I am not going into this forest with-"
"Yeh are, or yeh can go back to the castle. I'll tell McGonagall yeh refused yer detention!" Hagrid looked down at her, and for the first time she saw something in his eyes that was harder than his usual bumbling warmth. "Choice is yers."
Dracona pressed her lips together in a frown.
"Fine."
They split.
The left path was narrow and winding, in truth barely a path at all. It was more of a gap between the undergrowth where something had pushed through before them. On the ground, shimmering silver-reddish liquid glistened on the leaves at irregular intervals, catching the moonlight. It looked wrong. Too bright, too luminous, like someone had spilled liquid starlight on the forest floor.
Unicorn blood.
Dracona walked behind Potter and ahead of Neville. Fang walked beside her, pressed so close against her leg that she kept tripping over him. The dog was shaking. She wanted to push him away, but honestly the warm weight of him against her calf was the only thing keeping her from bolting.
The sound of Hagrid lumbering through the trees and parting the undergrowth with his massive body had long faded. Potter walked ahead with his wand out. The tip was dark, unlit. Even now the idiot hasn’t learnt to use Lumos, she scoffed. And he’s still trying to be the brave hero, leading the way for that airhead Longbottom dolt and this salazar forsaken beast of a dog.
In the dark, stripped of his school robes and Gryffindor colours, she couldn’t help but feel like he looked thinner than ever, a stick figure with messy hair picking its way through the roots of ancient trees.
Behind her, Neville fumbled through the growth. He was breathing way too loud.
"Longbottom," she hissed. "Breathe through your nose. You’re letting the whole forest know we exist."
"I'm t-trying-"
"Try harder."
"Malfoy," Potter muttered without turning around. "Leave him alone."
“Potter!” She hissed, “Now is not the time for lectures on how I’m wrong and you're right!”
“Then quit bullying him!” He snapped back, his voice just above a whisper.
"Fuck you and your hero complex! I'm trying to keep us from getting heard by whatever's killing unicorns, Potter! Forgive me for prioritizing survival." She snapped, her voice rising, instantly regretting her choice of words as she received a venomous look from the scrawny stick figure in front of her.
The silence was oppressing as they trekked through the dense growth. Then after a while, he broke the silence. "Fair point. Sorry." His voice was so quiet she nearly swore she imagined it, if not for fang snapping its head to look at him, seemingly startled, before looking around again.
Did he just agree with me?
They walked for another twenty minutes. The trail thickened. Where there had been drops and smears, it became pools, wide patches of silver soaking into the earth, so bright they cast their own light. The smell changed too, metallic overlaid with a sweetness that made her stomach turn.
Neville grabbed her arm and shook violently.
She spun, ready to snap at him, before seeing his face. He was stark white. His mouth was open, and his hand on her arm was squeezing hard enough to bruise.
"What-" she hissed, the pain in her arm fueling her anger.
He pointed.
Ahead, in a clearing where the moonlight fell unbroken through a gap in the canopy, the unicorn lay on its side, too still for comfort. It was white, its coat brilliant, its mane spread across the leaves like spun silk. Its legs were folded beneath it, and its neck was twisted at an angle that made Dracona look away.
It was dead, no doubt.
Blood pooled around it in a wide, luminous circle, soaking into the earth. Above, something was crouched over it.
A figure. Hooded and cloaked, hunched low over the unicorn's flank. Its face was pressed to the wound in the creature's neck, and Dracona could hear a wet, rhythmic sound that she immediately understood with a sickening lurch.
It was drinking the blood from the unicorn.
Potter stepped forward. His foot snapped a twig, the sound echoing in the deafening oppressive silence. Dracona went rigid, and she could feel Neville stiffen up just behind her.
The figure's head came up, the hood falling back.
In the moonlight, Dracona saw what was underneath. A face that was wrong, ruined, as if it was moulded from candle wax left too close to a flame. Silver blood dripped from its mouth and ran down its chin, catching the light.
The scream that tore through the clearing shockingly came from Harry.
He dropped to his knees, both hands pressed to his forehead, the sound coming from him high and shredded. He doubled over on the forest floor, his body curling in on itself, the pained sound bouncing off the trees and echoing up through the canopy.
The cloaked figure turned toward him.
Fang bolted. The dog was gone in an instant, crashing through the undergrowth with yelps that faded into the dark. Behind her, Neville stumbled backward and fell, sending up green sparks from a wand she barely registered him pulling out, before he too was gone, stumbling backwards and yelling in terror.
Dracona stood alone in the clearing, ten feet from the figure and fifteen from Harry.
Run.
Every instinct she had, every lesson, every cold instruction her father had ever drilled into her screamed the same word.
RUN. You are a Malfoy. You survive. You put yourself first. You ALWAYS put yourself first.
Her legs wouldn't move.
The figure rose from the unicorn's body and glided toward Harry, its appearance incorporeal and inhuman. If it had feet, they were hidden beneath the cloak, the sound it made was a whisper of fabric over leaves. Not one footfall could even be heard.
Harry was still on the ground. He wasn't screaming anymore, but he was shaking, his whole body trembling. Both hands covered his scar. His glasses had fallen off and lay in the dirt beside his knee.
MOVE.
Her legs moved. She ran toward him.
Later, she would not be able to explain it. She would try, lying in her bed that night, staring at the green-lit ceiling of the Slytherin dormitory. She would search for the logic and question her own rationale.
In truth, there was none.
She took four steps before the smell hit her.
Death. Old and decayed, thick as mud. The metallic sweetness of the unicorn blood mixed with something rotten, an unwelcome scent that crawled into her nose and down her throat, flowing into her lungs like tar.
Her vision went white at the edges as her knees buckled. The forest floor came up to meet her, cold and soft.
The last thing she registered before the world folded in on itself was the sound of hooves, heavy and fast, crashing through the undergrowth toward them.
She came to with her face in the dirt and the taste of soil in her mouth.
"Easy." A voice above her. Deep, resonant, layered with a calm that didn't belong in a dark forest. "You are safe."
She rolled onto her back and blinked. Above her, blocking out the moon, was a figure that was half man and half horse, chestnut hair framing features that were angular and sharp. His torso rose from the body of a palomino horse, and his hooves, one of them inches from her shoulder, were planted in the leaf litter.
A centaur.
"I am Firenze," he said smoothly, ignoring her inner shock and horror. "You fainted."
"I didn’t," she said automatically, before tensing sheepishly.
Firenze looked at her with an expression that might have been amusement. "As you say."
She sat up. Her head swam, the clearing tilting sideways before it steadied. The cloaked figure was gone. The unicorn still lay in its pool of silver, and standing beside Firenze, looking down at her with his broken glasses shoved crookedly back on his face, was Harry Potter.
His face was pale, but his scar was red and inflamed, standing out against his pale skin like a fresh brand. She noticed his hands were shaking, and she could see the dirt in the creases of his knuckles from where he'd clawed at the ground.
He was looking at her with an expression she found hard to decipher.
Get up. NOW.
She stood, brushing dirt from her robes, straightening her posture and tucked her hair behind her ears with fingers that trembled. She balled them into fists and stared at him.
"C-can't even handle a walk in the woods, can you, Potter?" she said meekly.
The words came out with no bite, a performance so transparent she almost winced at herself. Harry, for his part, simply stared at her dumbfounded. His mouth opened and closed like a goldfish, looking at the spot where she'd fallen, then at her.
“You have dirt on your cheek.” He finally mustered, and that sent her on a furious wiping regime to ensure she didn’t.
Firenze carried them back to the edge of the forest, Harry on his back and Dracona walking beside them. She refused, absolutely refused, to ride a centaur. Her legs wobbled the entire way, but she eventually made it out.
Hagrid met them at the tree line, crossbow up, face white beneath his beard.
"Wha' happened? I saw the sparks, I-"
"There's something in the forest," Harry said. His voice was hoarse. "It was drinking unicorn blood."
Hagrid's face went grey.
Dracona said nothing, choosing to stand apart from the group while Hagrid fussed over Harry, Neville and even Fang, who had reappeared from wherever he'd bolted to, tail between his legs. She stood with her arms folded, chin up and confident. When they walked back to the castle, she walked behind everyone else. Her hand was still shaking, but she’d rather no one notice.
At the Entrance Hall, the group split. Gryffindors left, Slytherin right.
Harry paused at the bottom of the staircase.
"Malfoy."
She stopped but didn’t turn.
"Thanks," he said quietly.
"I-” her voice seized, before she coughed and resumed. “I don't know what you're talking about, Potter." Pausing momentarily, she turned and stared at him. "For the record, I tripped."
Without waiting for a response, she turned and continued back to the dungeons.
In the days that followed, she noticed an increasing frenzy in activity between the trio. They were planning something.
She overheard fragments. A snatch of conversation outside the Charms classroom, Weasley's voice carrying because it always did. "...tonight. It has to be tonight. Dumbledore's gone, Snape's going to-"
Granger shushed him as Potter pulled them both around a corner, out of earshot.
Dumbledore's gone.
She had seen the ministry howler sent to Dumbledore that very day, its voice booming across the courtyard as people turned to stare. Someone had summoned Dumbledore away. The timing was too convenient to be coincidence.
The third-floor corridor. The one Dumbledore had warned them away from at the start-of-year feast, the one with the door that was always locked. Weeks ago, she’d finally learned that there was some sort of monster in there, or at least she had assumed, with the many rumors and whispers of hearing something growling within. She had put together enough of the fragments to know it was something Dumbledore wanted protected badly enough to put a beast in front of it.
Thanks to a few careless whispers that came from Potter and his strays, she could make an educated guess on what it was.
The Philosopher's Stone.
Still, why would they be discussing it? And why-
They're going after the Philosopher's Stone.
The realization settled in her chest like a block of ice.
They're going to get themselves killed.
She sat in the Slytherin common room with her Potions essay spread across the table, her quill motionless, ink drying on the nib. The fire crackled.
Quickly, she stole a glance around her. Pansy was asleep on the couch. Blaise had gone to bed an hour ago. The clock on the mantelpiece showed half past eleven.
It's not your problem. They're Gryffindors. Let them be Gryffindors. Let them run headfirst into danger. That's what they DO, and it has nothing to do with you.
She dipped her quill in the ink.
Potter's an idiot. He'll run down that corridor with Weasley and Granger. They'll either come back heroes or they won't come back at all, and either way it is NOT. YOUR. PROBLEM.
She wrote three words of her essay. The letters were crooked, vastly different to her normally stellar writing. She crossed them out, before nervously glancing around as she put down her quill.
Don't.
She stood up from the table.
DON'T.
She pulled on her shoes.
You are a MALFOY. Malfoys do not stick their necks out for other people. Malfoys do not run toward danger. You survive. That is the first and only rule.
She walked to the common room exit.
Father would be furious. Father would be DISGUSTED. This is everything he taught me not to do! This is sentiment! This is- this is weakness! This is the thing he spent ten years burning out of me-
She shook her head firmly. Yes, and I'm doing it ANYWAY.
The voice that was screaming at her silenced itself. Her hand hovered over the wall that served as the entrance.
She stopped.
The common room was silent behind her. The fire had burned low, coals glowing orange, casting long shadows across the leather furniture and the stone floor. Her reflection stared back at her from the dark windows, a pale girl in a half tidy school robe, one hand just above cold stone.
Why?
The question was simple. It deserved a simple answer.
She thought about Harry Potter on the floor of a clearing, hands over his scar, screaming. She thought about the way he'd looked at her afterward, that unreadable expression. Her thoughts drifted back to the Astronomy Tower, where he had helped her even if there was no reason to.
Even if he had every reason to hate her and mock her, he didn’t.
Her inner voice spoke up again, this time loud and confident. If he dies down there and I could have done something, I won't be able to forgive myself.
She pressed the stone and stepped through.
The corridor was dark and cold. She moved through it quickly, her footsteps light on the flagstones, and headed for the third floor.
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Harry woke up in the hospital wing in cold sweat. The taste of ash was strong in his mouth, and an unwelcome headache pounded in his head. He could have sworn someone drove a railroad spike into his skull.
The ceiling swam into focus above him. White stone, arched, candlelight coming from somewhere to his left. He blinked. His glasses were off. Everything was soft-edged and blurred, shapes dissolving into one another.
He reached for the bedside table. Fortunately, his hand found the wire frames. Peering at them closely, he noticed one lens was cracked, even after Hermione had repaired it. He put them on anyway, breathing a sigh of relief as the room sharpened.
He was in Madam Pomfrey's infirmary once again. White beds in rows, white curtains, a window showing blue sky and sunshine that hurt to look at. Only when he tried moving did he realise his body ached everywhere. His right hand was bandaged. His left arm had a bruise that ran from the elbow to the wrist, a purplish band that hurt when he flexed his fingers.
It was then he remembered the mirror and the room.
Quirrell's face, then the other face on the back of his head, pressed flat against the skull like something growing out of it. Red eyes. A voice that was thin, high and horrible. His hands on Quirrell's skin and the burning, the horrid smell of it, and then nothing.
"Ah. You're awake." A warm, old voice sounded, and he would have jumped out of bed if his body wasn’t so sore.
Dumbledore lowered himself into a chair beside the bed and crossed his legs, hands folded over one knee. He wore robes of deep blue, and his half-moon spectacles caught the light as he tilted his head. A small pile of sweets sat on the bedside table. Bertie Bott's, Chocolate Frogs, a box of something that sparkled.
"From your admirers," Dumbledore said warmly, following Harry's gaze. "Mr Weasley and Miss Granger have been by several times! I believe young Mr Weasley ate three of your Chocolate Frogs before Miss Granger stopped him."
Harry tried to laugh. It came out as a cough.
"How long have I been here?"
"Three days."
"Three-" He tried to sit up. His arms shook. He got halfway and stopped, propping himself on his elbows. "The Stone. Quirrell, he was trying to-"
"The Stone has been destroyed."
Harry stared at him.
"Nicolas and I had a little chat. He agreed it was for the best." Dumbledore's voice was light, but his eyes were sad and firm behind the spectacles.
“But- the Elixir! Don’t they need it to stay alive? Won’t they-”
Dumbledore cut him off with a sigh. "The Stone was quite the remarkable achievement, I would say. Even then, it has caused too much pain and suffering to the world to justify its existence.”
“Professor, they still need the Elixir or Life to live, no? Won’t the destruction of the stone mean-”
“Smart observation, Harry. Indeed, the Elixir of Life will cease to be produced. Nicolas and Perenelle have enough stored to set their affairs in order. And then, yes, they will die."
Harry's mouth opened, his mind scrambling for words.
"Professor... Quirrell... Sir, Voldemort was on the back of his head."
"Yes."
"And I touched him, and he... he burned. Why did he burn?"
Dumbledore looked at him for a long moment. The twinkle in his eyes had fully dissipated, replaced by sadness and regret.
"Your mother died to save you, Harry. That kind of sacrifice leaves a mark. It lives in your very skin." He paused. "Quirrell, sharing his body with Voldemort, whose soul is so consumed by hatred that he cannot understand love, let alone withstand it... he could not touch you. The protection your mother gave you is stronger than any magic he could bring to bear."
Harry looked at his bandaged hand.
"She saved me," he said quietly.
"She did. And she continues to."
They sat in silence. The candles flickered. Outside, a bird sang from somewhere on the castle grounds, a bright tune that floated through the open window and lifted his spirits just that little bit.
"There is one other matter," Dumbledore said after a while, and his voice shifted, lighter, almost casual. "During the events of that evening, assistance came from a rather unexpected quarter."
Harry looked up. "What do you mean?"
Dumbledore adjusted his spectacles with a light chuckle. "While you, Mr Weasley and Miss Granger were making your way through the protections beneath the trapdoor, someone else was in the third-floor corridor. Someone who, when the protections were triggered and the corridor's defences activated, sent word to Professor McGonagall. The message reached her in time for her to contact me. My return to the castle was... expedited considerably as a result."
Harry's mind raced. "Who?"
"That," Dumbledore said, and the twinkle was back, "is perhaps a conversation better had in my office. Once you're on your feet."
"Professor-"
"Rest, Harry." Dumbledore stood. His robes rustled as he smoothed them. "There will be time."
He picked up a Bertie Bott's Bean from the pile on the table, examined it, popped it in his mouth and chewed thoughtfully.
"Alas. Earwax." He sighed, and walked out.
Harry lay back against the pillows and stared at the ceiling.
Assistance from an unexpected quarter.
His mind began to race.
Soon enough, he was released from the hospital wing two days later, still stiff and sore. For moments, he’d stood in the daylight of the corridors, blinking like a mole dragged from its hole. Ron and Hermione were waiting outside the doors, and Ron nearly tackled him before Hermione grabbed Ron's collar, reminding him that Harry had been unconscious for three days.
“Perhaps a gentler approach is appropriate?”
"Sorry, sorry." Ron let go. He was grinning. "You look terrible, mate."
"I feel terrible too. Thanks for noticing." he grumbled, but there wasn’t any bad feelings behind his words
"You were brilliant," Hermione said, her eyes bright with tears she was pretending weren't there. "We were so worried. When McGonagall told us Dumbledore had come back, and then they brought you up from the corridor, and you were just... you weren't moving, and..."
"I'm okay," Harry said. "I'm okay."
They walked him to the common room, one on each side, and filled him in on everything he'd missed. Exams were over. Slytherin was ahead in the House Cup standings, which meant Snape had been insufferable. Neville had been telling everyone who'd listen about the Forbidden Forest, which had grown with each telling until the version circulating among the second-years involved Harry single-handedly wrestling a werewolf while Neville fought a bowtruckle.
Harry listened, nodded and laughed in the right places, but his mind kept circling back to Dumbledore’s words.
An unexpected quarter.
That afternoon, a neatly folded note had appeared on his pillow. It looked familiar, written with small, precise handwriting, unsigned.
The headmaster requests your presence in his office this evening at seven o'clock. The password is "Sherbet Lemon."
Below it, in the same hand, a postscript.
You are not the only one summoned.
The gargoyle at the entrance to Dumbledore's office sprang aside at the password, and the spiral staircase carried him up to the oak door. He knocked.
"Enter." Dumbledore’s wise voice ran out, muffled lightly through the thick oak.
The office was the same as the last time he'd seen it, round and cluttered, silver instruments clicking and whirring on spindly tables, portraits of former headmasters dozing in their frames. Fawkes sat on his perch, feathers gleaming scarlet and gold, and turned one bright eye toward Harry as he entered.
Dumbledore was behind his desk. He gestured to the chairs in front of it, two of them, pulled out and angled slightly toward each other.
In the right chair, sitting with her spine straight, her hands clasped in her lap and her chin at its customary angle, sat Dracona Malfoy.
She didn't look at him.
Harry sat down in the left chair. He gripped the armrests and studied the desk. A bowl of sherbet lemons sat between two stacks of parchment. Fawkes ruffled his feathers.
"Thank you both for coming," Dumbledore said, as though they'd had a choice. "I trust you're recovering well, Harry?"
"Yes, sir."
"Splendid. And Miss Malfoy, your studies?"
"Fine, Professor." Her voice was clipped. She was sitting very still.
"Good. Good." Dumbledore steepled his fingers. "I asked you here together because I believe there is a matter that deserves acknowledgment, and I find that acknowledgment, like most things, works best when given directly."
Silence from both chairs.
"Miss Malfoy," Dumbledore continued, "on the night that Professor Quirrell attempted to steal the Philosopher's Stone, you left your dormitory. You made your way to the third-floor corridor. Granted, you were unable to pass the protections, but you did something equally valuable. You found a way to alert Professor McGonagall to what was happening. Your message reached her, and through her, reached me. My arrival at the castle was accelerated by approximately forty minutes as a result."
Harry turned his head.
Dracona was looking straight ahead, stone-faced, at a point somewhere above Dumbledore's left shoulder.
"I believe," Dumbledore said gently, "that those forty minutes may well have made the difference."
"I don't know what you're talking about, Professor." Her voice was flat and emotionless. "I was out of bed because I heard a noise. I ran into Professor McGonagall on the third floor and told her what I saw. That's all."
"Of course," Dumbledore said. He looked at her over his spectacles, but Harry noticed a twinkle in his eyes as he spoke.
"Miss Malfoy, I have been headmaster of this school for a great many years. In that time, I have seen courage take many forms. The sort that charges into danger, certainly. That is courage, and Mr Potter has demonstrated it admirably." He glanced at Harry, then back at Dracona. "But the most difficult kind, I have found, is the sort that no one else will ever recognize. The kind that goes against everything you have been taught, everything you believe about yourself, and requires you to act anyway. Knowing that there will be no applause, no points, nor any reward."
Dracona's clasped hands tightened in her lap. Her knuckles went white.
"I don't need a lecture on courage, Professor. I'm a Slytherin."
"You are," Dumbledore agreed. "And I have always thought Slytherin produced some of the bravest people I have ever known. They simply express it…differently."
The room was very quiet. Fawkes shifted on his perch. One of the silver instruments clicked twice and went still.
Dracona stood up. "Is that all, Professor?"
"That is all. Thank you, Miss Malfoy."
She turned and walked toward the door. Harry stood too.
"Malfoy."
She stopped. She didn't turn around.
"It was you," he said. "In the corridor. You went up there because you figured out what we were doing."
"I already told you, Potter. I heard a noise."
"You went up there because you were worried about us-"
She turned then, and her glare hit him like a slap. Grey, bright and furious.
"I was not worried about you, merely doing what any sensible person would do when they suspect three idiots are about to get themselves killed in a schoo-” Her eyes widened at the words, before coughing lightly and resuming. “I mean, suspect a disturbance. I notified a teacher. That's what’s written in the rules." She said, with an extra emphasis on ‘rules’.
"You hate the third-floor corridor! I heard you tell Pansy it gives you the creeps in Potions."
"You were eavesdropping?" She said, incredulously, her eyes narrowing as her usual calm demeanor gave way to a furrowed brow and bared teeth.
He raised his hands in surrender. "You were loud, not-"
"I am never loud." She loudly interrupted, and he couldn't help but let out a grin at the ironic statement.
"You were that time. Dare I say, you were just now."
They stared at each other. Behind them, Dumbledore had picked up a sherbet lemon and was examining it with focused attention, very deliberately not watching two students argue in his office.
"I didn't do it for you, Potter." Her voice dropped, lacking the usual edge she spat his name out with. "Don't flatter yourself."
"Then why?"
She held his eyes. One second. Two. Her mouth twitched, wordlessly opening and closing. He could see the war behind her face, fighting to reign in the thing she wanted to say.
"Because it was the right thing to do," she said finally, and the words came out like they'd been dragged from her by force, clumsy, rough and raw. "And if you ever tell anyone I said that, I will hex you so hard your fucking grandchildren will feel it."
She turned and walked through the door briskly. It closed behind her with a calm, soft click, totally betraying her intention to slam it. Harry couldn’t help but grin at that. Now the sole person standing in Dumbledore's office, he stared at the closed door with curiosity.
You indeed are something, Dracona Malfoy.
Behind him, Dumbledore unwrapped the sherbet lemon and popped it in his mouth.
"A remarkable young woman," Dumbledore said, seemingly to no one.
Harry turned and found the headmaster smiling at him, that gentle, knowing smile that held a thousand things he wasn't saying.
"Yes, sir," Harry said quietly. "She is."
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Harry walked into the Great Hall for the end-of-year feast.
The hall, much to his dismay, was green.
Slytherin banners hung from the ceiling, emerald silk with the silver serpent, draped across every wall. The hall was packed, every bench full, the noise a constant roar of conversation and clattering plates. The Slytherin table was the loudest, Pansy Parkinson leading a chant that Crabbe and Goyle were hammering out on the table with their fists.
Harry sat down between Ron and Hermione. Ron was staring at the green banners with an expression of deep personal offense.
"Seven years," he muttered. "Seven bloody years Slytherin's won the Cup. You'd think someone would do something about it."
"It's just a cup, Ron."
"It's not ‘just a cup’, Hermione." He sighed, exasperated.
Harry looked across the hall. The Slytherin table glittered with triumph. Nott was leaning back in his seat with his arms crossed and a smirk that could cut glass. Blaise was reading, indifferent as always. Pansy was whispering to the girl beside her, both of them grinning.
Dracona sat in the middle of the bench, hands clasped in her lap. She was smiling, but Harry had spent enough months watching her to know the difference between her real smile, which he'd seen exactly once, a half-second twitch in Madam Malkin's, and the one she performed for an audience.
This was the second kind. Polished and hollow.
She caught him looking, and the smile dropped. Her eyes held his for a beat, then she looked away.
Dumbledore stood.
The hall went quiet, the noise dying in waves from front to back, until only the crackle of candles remained.
"Another year gone," he said, and his voice carried without effort, filling every corner. "And what a year it has been!”
He let the words settle in, before continuing, his words carrying across the hall, flowing forth with ease. “But alas! Before we lose ourselves entirely in this excellent feast, I believe the House Cup needs awarding. The points stand thus! In fourth place, Gryffindor, with three hundred and sixty-two points."
A muted response from the red-and-gold table. Ron's jaw clenched.
"In third place, Hufflepuff, with three hundred and seventy-five. In second place, Ravenclaw, with four hundred and twenty-six. And in first place, Slytherin, with four hundred and seventy-two."
The Slytherin table erupted. Stamping, cheering, Pansy banging her goblet on the wood so hard pumpkin juice sloshed over the rim. Dracona clapped with measured pace, three claps, each one placed like a note in a metronome.
He couldn’t help but feel like it was all a little too ridiculous.
"Yes, yes, well done, Slytherin," Dumbledore said. "Well done indeed. However, recent events must be taken into account."
The hall went still.
Harry watched Dumbledore's face. The old man's eyes were bright behind his spectacles, and the corner of his mouth twitched in a way that Harry had come to recognize as Dumbledore at his most dangerous.
"I have a few, ah, last-minute points to award."
At the Slytherin table, several smiles faltered.
"First, to Miss Dracona Malfoy, for the unsung courage and brave actions that arrived just in time, perhaps changing history as we know it…fifty points.”
Hoots and cheers could be heard from the Slytherin table. Dracona, for her part, looked truly shocked as she received pats on the back and congratulatory applause. Dumbledore merely smiled and waited for the noise to die down before continuing.
“Second, Mr Ronald Weasley, for the will to self-sacrifice, to place faith into the unknown, and for the best-played game of chess Hogwarts has seen in many years... fifty points."
The Gryffindor table exploded. Ron's ears went scarlet. Percy Weasley was telling everyone within earshot that Ron was his brother, as though this was news.
"Third, to Miss Hermione Granger, for staying calm during times of peril and the use of cool logic in the face of fire... fifty points."
Hermione buried her face in her arms on the table. Her shoulders were shaking.
"Fourth, to Mr Harry Potter, for pure nerve, outstanding courage and immeasurable bravery in the face of danger... Sixty points."
Looks and glances came his way, and shouts of “We owe you one, Potter!” rand up and down the table. He could feel his ears heat up as hushed whispers spread.
“We’re tied for the cup-”
“Tied!”
“It’s a tie? This is-”
The din was deafening. Those who could add up while yelling themselves hoarse knew that Gryffindor now had four hundred and seventy-two points, exactly the same as Slytherin. They had drawn for the House Cup… if only Dumbledore had given Harry just one more point.
Dumbledore raised his hand. The room gradually fell silent.
“There are all kinds of courage,” said Dumbledore, smiling. ‘It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends. I therefore award ten points to Mr Neville Longbottom.’
Someone standing outside the Great Hall might well have thought some sort of explosion had taken place, so loud was the noise that erupted from the Gryffindor table. Harry gripped the edge of the table. People were doing sums, shouting numbers at each other, and the realization was spreading like a wave.
"Which means," Dumbledore said, "that we need a change of decoration."
He clapped his hands. The green banners shifted, rippling, and the silver serpents dissolved. Red bled across the silk, gold replacing silver, lions appearing where snakes had been.
The Gryffindor table lost its collective mind.
Ron was on his feet, both arms in the air, screaming. Hermione was crying openly. The Weasley twins were doing something that might have been a war dance. Neville, who Harry realized belatedly had been awarded ten points somewhere in the chaos for standing up to his friends, was being hugged by three people at once and looked like he might pass out.
Harry sat in the middle of it and let the noise wash over him. Hands clapped his back. Someone threw a scarf around his neck. A goblet was shoved into his hand, overflowing with pumpkin juice that ran between his fingers and dripped onto the table.
He looked across the hall.
The Slytherin table was silent. The green hangings were gone, replaced, their victory stripped away in the space of two minutes. Some students looked angry. Some looked stunned. Nott had his arms crossed and his face was dark. Pansy's mouth was open.
Dracona sat in the centre of her bench, perfectly still, her hands folded in her lap. The composed mask was firmly in place, chin lifted, shoulders back. She looked at the red-and-gold banners above her head, then at the cheering Gryffindor table, before returning to the empty space where the Slytherin victory banners had been. Her eyes, which had been fixed on a point above the Gryffindor table, dropped to her lap.
Around her, the Slytherin table sat in the wreckage of their stolen victory, muttering, scowling, pushing food around their plates. Pansy appeared to be ranting to anyone who'd listen. Blaise had closed his book and was looking at Dumbledore with narrowed eyes. Crabbe and Goyle stared at their plates like confused oxen.
Harry watched her from across the hall, the celebration pressing in on every side, Ron's elbow in his ribs, Hermione's hand squeezing his arm. Still, the sense of victory was…empty. He watched the girl with pale blonde hair and grey eyes sit in perfect posture at a table draped in someone else's colours, and the pumpkin juice in his mouth turned sour.
She had done the right thing. She had gone against everything she was, ran to McGonagall and sent Dumbledore a message. She probably saved his life. Now she sat at the Slytherin table, alone in a crowd, watching everything she'd worked for dissolve into red and gold despite having contributed last minute.
He put down his goblet.
It isn’t fair.
The thought was clear, sharp, and with a jolt he realized those were the exact words she’d said to him midway through the year.
She did the right thing yet she got nothing. That's not right.
Pumpkin juice dripping off his fingers, he stared at her. She wasn't looking at him, rather at her empty plate and the fork she kept repositioning.
The ugly feeling remained in Harry's chest.
The feast carried on. Food appeared on the plates, mountains of it, roast chicken and potatoes and puddings. Gryffindor celebrated. Slytherin stewed. The other houses ate, talked and moved on with the easy indifference of people for whom the outcome didn't matter much either way.
Harry, for his part, ate. He laughed when Ron said something funny and let Hermione refill his goblet. He was there, present for part of it.
But his eyes kept drifting across the hall.
He saw Dracona Malfoy pick up her fork, cut a piece of chicken into a tiny bite, and chewed on it, her expression unreadable. He could almost feel like there were spikes in the back of the bench as she sat there, her back straight and stiff. Her shoulders were square. Her chin was lifted.
Everything was correct and perfect.
Yet, it felt wrong.
She reached for her goblet, and for one second, her hand hovered over it, fingers spread, and just for a moment Harry thought he saw them trembling faintly in the candlelight. Then she closed her grip, lifted the goblet and drank.
He looked away.
The taste of ash was back in his mouth, and no amount of pumpkin juice could wash it out.
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The train left Hogwarts the next morning.
Students packed the corridors, trunks banging against walls, owls screeching from cages, the air a chaos of noise and motion as the castle emptied itself for summer. The Hogwarts Express sat on the tracks, scarlet and gleaming, steam rising in slow plumes, the platform thick with last-minute farewells and promises to write as students split off in groups.
Harry walked through the crowd with Ron and Hermione, his trunk rattling behind him. He felt strange. Light and heavy at the same time, like something had been taken from him and something else left in its place. The castle rose behind them, towers catching the morning sun, and he turned to look at it one last time.
It was the first place that had ever felt like home.
He climbed onto the train. They found a compartment near the middle, and Ron immediately spread across the seat with a Chocolate Frog in hand. Hermione pulled out a book and began to read. Before long, they fell into the easy, comfortable routine that Harry learnt to trust.
The train pulled away from the station. Harry watched as the countryside opened up, green and wide, hills rolling into the distance under a sky that was clear and bright, the colour of cornflowers. He leaned his forehead against the window.
The glass was cool.
In a compartment near the front of the train, a girl with pale blonde hair sat with her spine three inches from the back of her seat. Her hands were clasped in her lap. Her face was turned toward the window, watching Scotland give way to England, the hills flattening, the sky greying.
In her pocket, folded into a neat square, was a letter she had written to her father that morning. It reported her marks, her conduct, the House Cup outcome and Dumbledore's last-minute intervention. It mentioned nothing about the third-floor corridor, nor anything about Harry Potter. It did not mention the word "courage," or the way the headmaster had said those words to her, gentle yet firm.
The letter would be sent from the Manor's owlery tonight if he wasn’t home.
The truth would stay in the back of her mind.
Some things, she learnt, didn't need to be put away. Some things just needed to be carried.
The train moved south, carrying them home. The grand castle of Hogwarts shrank behind them until it was a smudge against the mountains, vanishing into the backdrop of the beautiful Scottish highlands.